Well I did it.
I moved to New York. My apartment is amazing. My room mate is amazing.
But the lack of brazilian is not too amazing.
I'm sad.
But I know it will get better.
But I'm taking my mom' s advice (who I miss just as much too) and just letting myself be sad for a day.
This is hard.
But interesting.....listen.....
So my first night here, I realized that I had been keeping myself busy all day that I didn't eat anything. So I went down the street to a cafe and sat there looking at people around me. I overheard this pregnant woman who was a lesbian carrying a child for a couple that couldn't have kids. And she's just sitting there with her friend and she whips out a bunch of pokemon cards and starts talking about how cool they are.
Amazing.
I can't wait to see what kinds of things I'm going to be doing. I am so excited to see people I know and to meet people I don't.
I can't wait to get a job.
I need one haha.
What a super emotional, crazy, wonderful, horrible, ok day.
I'm really lucky and super excited.
Now to unpack and make things feel like home.
I hope things get better really soon. Because my wittle heart hurts a wittle too much.
I moved to New York. My apartment is amazing. My room mate is amazing.
But the lack of brazilian is not too amazing.
I'm sad.
But I know it will get better.
But I'm taking my mom' s advice (who I miss just as much too) and just letting myself be sad for a day.
This is hard.
But interesting.....listen.....
So my first night here, I realized that I had been keeping myself busy all day that I didn't eat anything. So I went down the street to a cafe and sat there looking at people around me. I overheard this pregnant woman who was a lesbian carrying a child for a couple that couldn't have kids. And she's just sitting there with her friend and she whips out a bunch of pokemon cards and starts talking about how cool they are.
Amazing.
I can't wait to see what kinds of things I'm going to be doing. I am so excited to see people I know and to meet people I don't.
I can't wait to get a job.
I need one haha.
What a super emotional, crazy, wonderful, horrible, ok day.
I'm really lucky and super excited.
Now to unpack and make things feel like home.
I hope things get better really soon. Because my wittle heart hurts a wittle too much.
You are awesome and amazing and brave and wonderful and loved and missed.
ReplyDeleteI am so happy for you and for your wise decision to embrace life and explore.In the wise words of someone wise:
“Of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these: "It might have been!"
--John Greenleaf Whittier
Now go out there with your head held high with grace and courage, New York has been waiting a long time for you and you have arrived.
I love you so very, very much! One more thing from someone wise:
“The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.”
-Eleanor Roosevelt
Love and (((hugs)))))
Mom
PS God loves pregnant lesbians especially the ones that have their own Pokemon cards.
I think you're doing something pretty amazing for yourself. and i think your marriage is going to be stronger for it. if you ever need anyone to complain to, give me a call... i know all too much about being away from the boy!!!
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