December 6, 2010

All this time

"You self destructive, little girl. Pick yourself up, don't blame the world"

I am critical.
Of myself 99 percent of the time. I am horribly hard on myself. I didn't realize how much until I got married and someone else sees the things about me what only I have seen. The parts of me that no one else knows that I have carefully chosen never to confide in anyone. 
I always felt that I was just very disciplined. 
It's very vulnerable when you let someone else know every single little thing about you. Things you haven't even told your parents or siblings. And it's even more remarkable when the things you thought would turn anyone away, make him love you more? 
I've never felt more free.

"You self destructive, little girl. Pick yourself up, don't blame the world"  

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