This is one of those moments when you ask yourself...
why the eff am I not asleep?
Ugh.
Every night since I've been here my brain wont shut off until somewhere around three, and what do I do during that late night time?
Nothing.
I sit and stare at the wall, I read or facebook stalk people I haven't seen in five years, I drink water.
That's it. I can't stop this weird three or four hour time when I know that if im going to be up this late, I might as well do something but no! I chose to count how many holes are in the wall from previous people who lived in my apartment. That late at night I don't have the umph to do much more than be a vegetable.
So why can't I fall asleep if there's nothing else to do?
I have a problem. And I've had it my whole life. If I stay up past 3AM, I don't remember what I do. One time in high school I couldn't sleep and I woke up the next morning to find that there was every picture I've ever taken printed out onto normal paper, cut out perfectly and taped all over my walls. My printer was completely out of ink by the end apparently because most of the pictures were distorted and that light runny our of inky color. Amazing. One of many arts and craft times that my brain didn't remember.
When I first got here, I stayed up until like 6 in the morning. I wake up at 10 to my room mate saying, "Ummm Xandra, is that your block of cheese half eaten on the counter or mine?"
really. big problem. i needed that cheese for something else.
Boo.
Boo on no sleeping.
Literally this is the first night that I was like, "Maybe I could write on my blog, or something"
After a month.
I've been here a month and this is the first time that I thought to myself, oh maybe I could do something with this lame, droning, thoughtless time.
Pathetic.
BUT!
I am going to try my darndest to keep this up if I can't sleep anymore.
No more feeling like a crazy pants.
There will probably be a lot more blog entries because of this.
You're welcome.
Bop!!! I yawned! This is a good sign!
Man, the mind sets I get myself into sometimes.
I wont even remember this.
Dumb.
Have a good day!
FML
why the eff am I not asleep?
Ugh.
Every night since I've been here my brain wont shut off until somewhere around three, and what do I do during that late night time?
Nothing.
I sit and stare at the wall, I read or facebook stalk people I haven't seen in five years, I drink water.
That's it. I can't stop this weird three or four hour time when I know that if im going to be up this late, I might as well do something but no! I chose to count how many holes are in the wall from previous people who lived in my apartment. That late at night I don't have the umph to do much more than be a vegetable.
So why can't I fall asleep if there's nothing else to do?
I have a problem. And I've had it my whole life. If I stay up past 3AM, I don't remember what I do. One time in high school I couldn't sleep and I woke up the next morning to find that there was every picture I've ever taken printed out onto normal paper, cut out perfectly and taped all over my walls. My printer was completely out of ink by the end apparently because most of the pictures were distorted and that light runny our of inky color. Amazing. One of many arts and craft times that my brain didn't remember.
When I first got here, I stayed up until like 6 in the morning. I wake up at 10 to my room mate saying, "Ummm Xandra, is that your block of cheese half eaten on the counter or mine?"
really. big problem. i needed that cheese for something else.
Boo.
Boo on no sleeping.
Literally this is the first night that I was like, "Maybe I could write on my blog, or something"
After a month.
I've been here a month and this is the first time that I thought to myself, oh maybe I could do something with this lame, droning, thoughtless time.
Pathetic.
BUT!
I am going to try my darndest to keep this up if I can't sleep anymore.
No more feeling like a crazy pants.
There will probably be a lot more blog entries because of this.
You're welcome.
Bop!!! I yawned! This is a good sign!
Man, the mind sets I get myself into sometimes.
I wont even remember this.
Dumb.
Have a good day!
FML
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