A New Beginning.

For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

To me, this is the quote of all quotes. 

It's also from one of my favorite movies. I love it with all my heart. Every time I watch it I learn something new.

 That's what I feel, makes a really wonderful story. 

I am having a much better day than yesterday. 

I never mean to have a horrible day. I wake up with a thought that has someway or another been festering in me, being pushed away by simply changing the subject, or having an incredibly short attention span.

But when that certain thought that I didn't want to think pops up again, it's like it's taken steroids and comes back ten times stronger than before. 

Then I start thinking about other thoughts and I escalate into a nicely sized breakdown which consists of ugly crying, puffy eyes and a very confused husband.

Then over some cookies that a wonderful friend brought me, good music, open armed husband and a good nights sleep, the horrible, steroid using thoughts are just a small, dull memory of yesterday. 

 I'm have the strength now to start all over again.