Hello again.
I'm alive.
And a lot has happened.
Sometimes blogging only seems necessary to write down pivotal points in my life. Or to write silly stupid things to vary the deep pivotal posts. But this one is a little bit different because it's a titch bit of both!
I have been loving my life. I really love that I just got my braces off. I feel like a woman again. It was a really hard time to be engaged and have braces for three months of that time. I mean, Ben was really nice about it but really, who wants to kiss a girl who looks like she's 12?
So I'm glad they're off. I feel more like me and that I have some spark back because I don't feel self conscious or ugly.
I am in love with my job. I've learned so much and love my co workers. I couldn't ask for a better situation. Well, I take that back. Ben just got a job with Jet Blue where he gets to work from home which is the bee's knees but hey, I still get perfect hours because I work at a credit union and all holidays off and paid. Holla.
I didn't get cast in Funny Girl at the Scera and surprisingly, I am really ok with that. Fanny Brice is my dream role. I mean of course I'm bummed and I am starving for a show but I haven't been upset about it. Just bummed is all. And I really hope that soon I get a chance to perform again. I miss it so much and I would really like to end this two year absence from doing a full length musical. I've been blessed with lots of workshop opportunities and single performances but for the love of pete give me a full story line universe!
Wedding plans are hip and happenin.
I was really excited to pick up my dress on Saturday with my mom and Paige. I was really nervous that my mom wouldn't like it. But it was successful and I put my last payment on it! I am really appreciating things more that I'm paying for them myself. Ha. I love that I bought my own wedding dress. Feels really good to be paying for a lot of the wedding on our own. Were kind of getting to the point where we just want the wedding to get the eff out of our lives so we can spend money on food and such.
The time will come.
I love Ben. I can't say it enough. I don't really know how I got this lucky. He's my best friend. Amazing where life takes you and the twists and turns relationships bring.
I want a puppy.
Really bad.
And that's about all that's on my mind right now.
La la la la la la
Oh wait! I got a swimsuit for the first time in three years. And for the first time in a long time, I feel freaking awesome in a swimsuit.
Yay for late night bouncy thoughts.
I'm alive.
And a lot has happened.
Sometimes blogging only seems necessary to write down pivotal points in my life. Or to write silly stupid things to vary the deep pivotal posts. But this one is a little bit different because it's a titch bit of both!
I have been loving my life. I really love that I just got my braces off. I feel like a woman again. It was a really hard time to be engaged and have braces for three months of that time. I mean, Ben was really nice about it but really, who wants to kiss a girl who looks like she's 12?
So I'm glad they're off. I feel more like me and that I have some spark back because I don't feel self conscious or ugly.
I am in love with my job. I've learned so much and love my co workers. I couldn't ask for a better situation. Well, I take that back. Ben just got a job with Jet Blue where he gets to work from home which is the bee's knees but hey, I still get perfect hours because I work at a credit union and all holidays off and paid. Holla.
I didn't get cast in Funny Girl at the Scera and surprisingly, I am really ok with that. Fanny Brice is my dream role. I mean of course I'm bummed and I am starving for a show but I haven't been upset about it. Just bummed is all. And I really hope that soon I get a chance to perform again. I miss it so much and I would really like to end this two year absence from doing a full length musical. I've been blessed with lots of workshop opportunities and single performances but for the love of pete give me a full story line universe!
Wedding plans are hip and happenin.
I was really excited to pick up my dress on Saturday with my mom and Paige. I was really nervous that my mom wouldn't like it. But it was successful and I put my last payment on it! I am really appreciating things more that I'm paying for them myself. Ha. I love that I bought my own wedding dress. Feels really good to be paying for a lot of the wedding on our own. Were kind of getting to the point where we just want the wedding to get the eff out of our lives so we can spend money on food and such.
The time will come.
I love Ben. I can't say it enough. I don't really know how I got this lucky. He's my best friend. Amazing where life takes you and the twists and turns relationships bring.
I want a puppy.
Really bad.
And that's about all that's on my mind right now.
La la la la la la
Oh wait! I got a swimsuit for the first time in three years. And for the first time in a long time, I feel freaking awesome in a swimsuit.
Yay for late night bouncy thoughts.
i totally just wanted our wedding to be over when we were planning it. but then 2 years down the road, you'll want to get married again :) and if Ben's working from home.. i think a puppy is in order!!! love ya Xandra!
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